Ra Vajrayana!

Friday 10:39 a.m.

What a red letter day this is for ra bliss!! And also for those spam robots following the 5 Step Programme On How to Get Out Your Face On Air!

Not many vajrayana practitioners seem to keep bloggies. This bloggie will end up being an example of how not to do this juju, with an eventual crashing and burning at some stage. Or it will illustrate that even pisshead potheads with lousy self-discipline can aspire to the heights of the great vajrayana, the successful collecting of the four blisses by means of the inner heat meditations which seems to be the foundation practise for the Six Yogas of Naropa. Yahoo!

Panchen Lobsang Chokyi Gyaltsen in the Golden Key: A Profound Guide to the Six Yogas of Naropa (Translated by Glenn H. Mullen in Readings On The Six Yogas of Naropa) says: 'All highest yoga tantras are similar in this respect. They all advocate establishing maturity in the generation stage mandala meditations before entering into the completion stage practises.'

My generation stage mandala meditations are crap. You have to at least develope pride at being a deity and have the colours of the mandala radiant. Hmmmm? Maybe every once in a wee while.

Tsongkhapa says if you haven't got the three channels and the symbols clearly seen, you're funged. Or, I think he said you were going to hell, which is just another way of putting it. The channels are supposed to be like wheat straws and the symbols the size of mustard seeds.

I'm going to crash and burn, Jack! Crash and burn! Just hold onto your bottle, Hotboy. You haven't got crashed and burnt yet. Forward, forward! All my plans are simple!

So last night ra bliss and heat hit new levels of intensity. The sequence seems to be light, bliss then heat. But there so many components in the latter stages, so much meshing... This morning has been the same. Even moi, who is used to the extraordinary, thought it was extraordinary!

Thank God I'm not a flatheid! Thank God for making me one of the human beings!

I'll have to go out to the lobby now and await the man who's coming to fix the cooker. Oh, ra bliss, ra bliss, ra bliss!


10:23 p.m.
Must have done about six hours when this lovely air of serenity descended. You can't force serenity. The things you're looking at in the lobby don't look at all normal. The brighter colours stand out more; everything is bit thicker and smudged, but that doesn't bother you at all. Then the serenity descending. Where did that come from? Very nice indeed. Then I put a vase breath in there and tried to stay serene and let go as the broiling warm in my adbomen ... hey, who switched on the porn channel? The Domestic Bliss has come home for the first time today. Must go! Have a nice weekend!